6:10pm on Monday, January 9th
Ooc: Oof, this is really hard to do, and there isn’t really going to be an easy way for me to say this at all. I loved being here, I really did, but I think it’s time for me to turn in.
It’s so weird, I never, ever thought I would ever say I was dropping Garnet or the rest of my RP accounts. Garnet especially. Over the past year (give or take a few months) she’s really grown a lot on me. I feel like I can relate to her a lot, and I hold her very near and dear to my heart. This blog and this RP community means an awful lot to me, and it makes me feel so silly admitting how much I really do love it.
I’ve made so many memories here. I’ve grown up so much from being here. I met some of the best friends I could ever have from here, Julz, Fuu, Alice, and many more that I hold high. I met Ven/Izana here, and I love him more than anything in the whole entire world. I met Repli here. Someone who changed my life so dramatically. Someone who helped me pull my head out of the clouds and realize there is more to the world than what I’ve been imagining it to be all these years.
Not only have the people here changed me as a person, but this place did too. I love nearly every person here, and I’m always, always going to remember it.
I’m deactivating because of a few reasons, really. I feel like I don’t do Garnet too much justice anymore. I feel like I had her at one point, but I really lost her. I can’t come on here and be IC or anything. Roleplaying, itself, has really faded with me. It’s not as fun as it used to be. I feel like I shouldn’t just hoard Garnet as a character for forever, not doing her justice, never getting online, and only posting pictures every now and then. That’s awful to do, to FFTumblr and for the character itself. ;_;
I also need more time to myself. I feel this huge guilt trip if I don’t get on the computer and at least get on MSN. It’s hard to explain, but because I feel guilty about not getting on and not wanting to get on, I stay online on my personal and lurk all day long. I don’t have time to do things for school, for work, or for upcoming college planning. I can’t handle three RP accounts, a personal, a good future, and my sanity right now. I want to be able to relax a little bit.
I’m not completely leaving Tumblr ! If you want to stay in touch, my personal is right here. Also, if you want to talk over MSN, I’ll have firstname.lastname@example.org always open as well as email@example.com (personal MSN.)
I guess that I’m kind of scared about leaving. I don’t want to be left out of things that I’ve always felt included in. I don’t want to lose the people that I’ve met here. But life is just really strange, sometimes, I guess ? I’m scared, but I also feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders, too, for getting this out and finally doing this.
I’m not deleting this Tumblr, or Shiki, or Mikoto. I don’t have the heart to do that, but if you unfollow those blogs, I won’t blame you at all ! I’m just keeping them for my own sake, really. Even though I know this change will be good for me, I’m still sort of upset when I think about it.
I don’t really know what else to say, heh. n__n;
7:22pm on Monday, January 2nd
7:06pm on Monday, January 2nd
-mummifies both of you- |:
7:00pm on Monday, January 2nd
ASJOIASJDOI SJOIDJASO IJSAOIJDSJOI
Mochi I think you hit your dad too hard. -watches him flop down onto the floor- asdjasjdojas -scoops him up into arms, grabbu your hand, drags to kitchen for bandaids and medicine-
srsly you two ?
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6:57pm on Monday, January 2nd
Hehe, I agree. Though I really do enjoy cold, sunny days the most, I believe. -watches Mochi flail and fly out of your hands, then fly back towards you and headbutts your forehead- Mochi aiodj aoijsd oiJ a
6:55pm on Monday, January 2nd
-nods and watches Mochi nuzzle your hand- Yeah, it was really chilly out today. It was nice though, the town always looks so beautiful on bright, sunny, cold days. Don’t you think ? :3
6:52pm on Monday, January 2nd
That’s good ! :3
I’m doing really well, Mochi and I went on a really nice walk today. He stayed inside my coat the whole time, though x3
6:45pm on Monday, January 2nd
6:44pm on Monday, January 2nd
6:43pm on Monday, January 2nd
Hello, everyone, I'm Garnet Til Alexandros XVII ! Though, I know that's a bit much, so you may call me Garnet. :) I currently reside in the castle of Alezandria. Since my mother has passed I am now the queen. Ventus is, in fact, the king of Alexandria now. He's my husband and we have a cute little moogle, Mochi, and two twins on the way. n_n Fuu is my best friend and I love to spend a lot of time with her.
I will be making a family page soon.
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